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i know i havent bloqqed in a lonqq time buhh i def. think now is the time ; since soo many thinqs have been happeninq to me over the past few weeks . Yesterday i thouqht i was qonna die because of how much pain i was in ; ohhh yeaa the doctors tell me i have somethinq wronq with my kidneys ( YAY meee ) juss when i think thinqs couldnt qet any worse they tell me this . SMH ! finally the pain has went away which is a qood thinq buhh i have a feelinq its qonna sneak up on me when i least expect it like last time ; UGHH ! ohh yeaa there's this situation thats been qoin on for quite sometime now and honestly i thouqht it was deaded and thrown in the hudson river buhh i quess not . its basically me beinq put in a place where i shouldnt be , because it kinda makes me loook like a foool at the end ; i mean the boy lied about certain thinqs to make hisself look like the " victim " or should i say the qoood quy when i feel like we both played parts in this sooo we should BOTH take responsibility for our actions . Then uu try to make me look like im crazy or somethinq ; when from jump he led me on then all of a sudden i was juss dropped like a piece of qarbaqe in a biq dumpster . Buhh i quess boys will be boys and they'll remain the same noo matter the aqe -- i juss feeel like its sooo unnessacary for people to do the certain thinqs they do , i cant chanqe that sooo whatevvvvv . uhhh what else , oh yeaa this south carolina thinqq is def. not workinqq ; i wanna leave like ASAP ! these people are annoyinq and its tooo freaaakinn hott . shoutouts to my GREAT friend casandra <3 . your the best !!!